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In
the Image of the Goddess
For
a long time, I put off starting this page because I could never
find graphics I thought would be appropriate for it. I have seen
many absolutely wonderful pagan web pages, with gorgeous
graphics; however, most of them had black or dark 'witchy'
backgrounds, and that wasn't what I wanted for my Goddess page.
To me, the Goddess is represented by the cool blue of the sky,
the emerald green of the grass and the brilliant gold of the
sun, and those are the colors I wanted in this page. I am still
in search of that perfect set of graphics, but in the meantime,
I wish to honor my Goddess by a page dedicated to my beliefs.
Some
people ask, "Why do you believe in a Goddess instead of
god?" Well, it's more like SHE believes in ME. I never
scoff when my Christian friends tell me about their 'personal'
experiences with God, because I have had personal experiences
with my Lady since I became Her devoted follower fourteen years
ago. In that time, She has provided me with all the necessities
of life. Of course, sometimes we argue over the fact that I
believe
that winning a million bucks in the lottery is a necessity of
life, while She believes that being grateful for having a
roof over my head, food to eat and clothes on my back should be
sufficient. Maybe someday, I'll win that argument!
My
first dabblings with paganism and non-mainstream religions began
when I was fifteen. My much beloved great-grandmother, a devout
Christian, was dying in agony of cancer. I could not then, and
cannot to this day, understand why a caring god could allow
someone who loved him so deeply to suffer so greatly. Let me
make it clear here and now that following the Goddess has in no
way cleared up the mystery of why bad things happen to good
people. It is the nature of the Universe, and is one of those
mysteries to which there seems to be no answer. All I know is
that the Goddess has given me the serenity to accept that nature
takes its course, no matter whether we understand it or not. As
the elves in Gael Baudino's 'Strands of Starlight' series often
say, "Everything happens as it should, when it should,
because that's the way it happens."
When
I was young, my parents attended the Church of Christ. As
an overachiever of the first water, I really dug going to Sunday
School and Vacation Bible School, and racking up all those gold
stars for memorizing more bible verses than any of the other
kids. I was a greedy little materialist!
To
this day, I believe that there are a lot of very good tenets to
live by in the Christian religion; but the concept of a Goddess
in preference to a god makes far more sense to me. All life in
this universe begins with a female. The earth itself has
traditionally been represented as a fertile female, and its
worship began it prehistoric times, long before Man began to
worship the deity in the masculine. Almost every early culture
in history worshipped a Goddess rather than a god,
beginning with the Cro-Magnon people, who worshipped the Great
Mother, starting somewhere around 35,000 BCE. The importance of fertility
in crops, in domesticated animals, in wild animals and in the
tribe itself were of paramount importance to their survival.
Thus, the Female life-giving principle was considered divine and
a great mystery.
Because
I once believed that my ancestry included Irish and Welsh forbearers,
I chose to become a Celtic Wiccan. I have since discovered that
my ancestors actually came from such far-flung corners of the
earth as Jamaica and Sweden, but I am still Celtic Wiccan
because I feel it is the right path for me.
As
a Celtic Wiccan, do I practice witchcraft? Actually, I practice
a craft that seeks to influence the outcome of certain
situations. To me, the practice of magick (I use that spelling
to differentiate between what people of the craft do, and
what a magician, such as David Copperfield, does on stage) is
simply mind over matter. You are attempting to change a
situation to its best advantage through the power of the human
mind, which we all know is a very powerful tool. In
accomplishing this goal, I use other tools, such as incense,
candles and oils to establish a mood. If this is what you
consider witchcraft, then I am a practitioner. And I call myself
a witch.
Yes,
I know that for some people, that calls up images of devil
worship, sacrificing babies and animals , and wild orgiastic
revels under the moonlight.
I
do not worship the devil simply because as a pagan, I don't
believe in the devil or in hell, which are both concepts of the
Christian church. I have no desire to sacrifice either a baby or
an animal because as a caring human being, I love both
children and animals, and the first rule of Wicca is to harm
none.
As
for the orgies that pagans are alleged to participate in, I can
only think of one instance where there is sexual involvement,
and that is in the making of the Great Marriage during Beltane
to honor the marriage of the god and Goddess. It is probably the
most sacred of all Wiccan rituals, and IF it is performed, it is
usually performed by a High Priest and Priestess of the circle
who are married.
My
purpose here is not only to honor my commitment to my Goddess,
but to try to help those who are new to this path, or are trying
to decide if this is the proper path for them. If I accomplish
that, then my effort is worthwhile.


The
Tools of the Craft
The
Sabbats
Mother,
Maiden and Crone, the Three Faces of the Goddess
The
Charge of the Goddess
My
Book of Shadows
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Art to see more of her work.
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music is 'Mummer's
Dance' by
Loreena
McKennitt, a Canadian whose music is definitely
Celtic.
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